Jameson is still hanging in there. He has horrifying amounts of edema all over his body but we are able to keep him comfortable with the pain medications. He is still breathing well and able to crack his eyes open and squeeze our fingers once in a while. Yesterday Little Man opened most of his presents at the hospital and we both came home with him for a bit last night to play and tuck him in. I am still at home and we skyped with Daddy when Little Man opened more presents and his stocking from Santa this morning.
I am trying to focus on the true meaning of Christmas more than ever
this year. We celebrate this day because our Savior was born on this
day. Because He came and lived on this earth and died for us, we have
redemption. God is the only one who can redeem us, redeem this
nightmare we are living, redeem our broken hearts. And so today, I will
do my best to overlook the pain and sadness that accompanies this
Christmas and focus instead on the beauty and love of Jesus' birth.
Merry Christmas; may you find peace and love in your hearts on this
special birthday. Love, Meghan